Rav Baruch Frydman-Kohl
Shabbat Hagadol 5784
Kehillat Beth Israel, Ottawa
This Pesah there will not be seder. Seder means order.
Consider what is b’seder and what is not b’seder in your lives as we enter Pesah.
What is b’seder in Israel? Some snapshots.
What can be b’seder at a time when so much is not b’seder?
My friend, Danny Brom, who often serves as gabbai in our Jerusalem congregation, is an internationally recognized psychologist who specializes in trauma treatment. Recently, he spoke about how the Seder evening helps us to navigate what is not b’seder, “to process all things that we, as people, have gone through. We treat ancient trauma as well as the traumas that strike us in every generation, including our own.”
He explains: “Trauma treatment requires one to process and internalize the fact that a traumatic event occurred in a frightening and uncontrollable way. People who have experienced trauma need to actively face the memories and consequences of the event. Paradoxically, only when they fully accept that the event happened they can also accept that it is now over.”
“[While] there are many different treatment methods, all have one thing in common: They aspire to create some [seder], order out of the chaos – to find and create continuity and meaning in the events and to find a safe place for them in the person’s life story and personal identity.”
Danny explains: the Pesah Seder “contains essential elements of modern-day trauma treatment…. it is a social occasion. Being able to feel safe with other people is one of the most important contributors to mental health.”
“Second, we use our physical senses to connect with the traumatic experience. As the maror burns our tongues and the salt water drips from the karpas to our mouths, we taste the bitterness of slavery and feel the tears our ancestors shed. We … process the trauma anew.”
“Finally, we tell the story of the Exodus to find its meaning, not just for the Jewish people as a whole, but for us as individuals. The Torah commands us to put ourselves into the story: ‘And you shall tell your child on that day, saying: It is because of that which God did for me when I came forth out of Egypt” (Exodus 13:8).’
“Through putting oneself into this journey, one approaches the main negative feeling in the traumatic history – shame, failure, dread, helplessness and guilt – and gradually changes them to broader and deeper meanings that can be used as the basis for hope and personal growth out of the darkness.”
October 7th and the war against Hamas have created a situation that is familiar and new at the same time. Metiv, the Israel Psychotrauma Center that Danny directs, has been dealing with trauma in Israel for the past 30 years. Last Yom Kippur, I suggested that Ottawa host a group of former soldiers as part of the Peace of Mind program. Yet, the brutality and cruelty of the attacks, the massive call up of reserves, and the way modern media overwhelms us with the sights and sounds of violence “have created unprecedented levels of mental distress.”
As you prepare for your Seder, I invite you to remember the past and reflect on the present, to bring an awareness of the hostages and many others who are not b’seder, and to spill out some wine for the many civilians killed in Gaza during the just war against Hamas. As you eat the matzah that reminds us of our liberation, let it also be lehem oni, the bread of affliction, oppression and pain that our people has experienced in many other places and times, and this year.
Shabbat Hagadol takes its name from the haftarah of today. Malakhi, the last of the Biblical prophets, lived after the Babylonia exile and the reconstruction and dedication of Jewish life in the Land of Israel. B’seder. But the prophet sees a corrupt leadership and a traumatized society. Life is not b’seder. Still, he anticipates a redemptive moment with two elements: “A great and terrible day of the Eternal, יוֹם ה’ הַגָּדוֹל וְהַנּוֹרָא,” and a hoped for opportunity for growth and reconciliation, “וְהֵשִׁיב לֵב–אָבוֹת עַל–בָּנִים, וְלֵב בָּנִים עַל–אֲבוֹתָם”
This has been a great and terrible year. As we gather with family and friends, let our Seder become an opportunity for reflection on our lives here in Canada, the processing of historic pain and contemporary antisemitism, and consideration of how to transform the trauma of what is not b’seder into a determined seder for growth and renewal.